Yesterday I managed to reach another of those points where you step outside of yourself for a moment and give yourself a good look. I realized that I've been holding on to so much anger the past few months, that it's been slowly dragging me down. I haven't even been able to get a good grip on what's going on all around me, and I have a lot of good changes recently.
It's moments like these where I'm finally able to stop for a second, take all that anger, and drop it. To forget all transgressions to the best of my ability, and forget all that I feel people owe me, and all that I feel I owe other people. To forgive everything that's been grating against me. I just let it go.
It felt like my lungs were re-inflated with air, the proverbial weight lifted off of my chest. I could breathe clearly through my mouth and one working nostril, and for the first time in too long I tasted the air and marveled at the simple beauty around me. I've jammed with a few people since then and I'm finally able to improvise and come up with good new material again.
I'm entering a new chapter in my life, I have a fresh start coming to me in every angle, and I am excited.
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